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Thursday, May 20, 2004

Confessions of a Melodramatic Fool episode 2

A few weeks passed by and the feelings that I’ve been carefully carrying have grown immensely. I haven’t seen her in weeks and I’m fast becoming delirious more and more each passing day. And I fear the only cure for this madness is to be with her.
I’m famished as hell to get to know her more. I wonder how she spends her day? What time does she usually wake? Pondering on thoughts like would it be fine with her if we’d spend the late afternoon ‘till early evening talking in a nearby park, simply enjoying one’s company, will she? Enjoy my company?
I won’t keep my hopes up. I’ve been through this far too many times. I’ve to do my best to win her over without overdoing it and without masking myself with inane words coming from my mouth, relax and be your true self.
Don’t think too much, you’ll never have fun and enjoy her company if it ever comes to that. So what? If you’ve been hurt before, the leap of faith and the aspiration of true love has always been the source of your strength to pursue.
Why read all those books if you’re not to take risks? Without risk there is no reward. Experience has taught you that and from the mistakes you’ve had has always been the driving force for you to persevere and succeed.
My heart beats a little bit faster every time, and I do mean every time, I see her name in my cell phone’s inbox. It seems like I’m opening a present, as I am about to read her message. She is now one of my founts of inspiration and happiness.
For now, I’m relishing the emotions I’m experiencing. I wish none of these would turn sour in the future. As of tonight, I’ve concluded that I’ve laid out my heart once again in hopes that I may be the one for her.

posted by vinz @ 5:29 PM
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