Monday, June 26, 2006
APPEASE
I find myself once again locked in a seamless parley of attraction and affection with you. Aren't we getting a bit close? You've been professing that you want me and I'm flattered, truly I am however; I can't find reason why someone such as your beauty and brilliance see something in me. I have horns, can't you see? I've done things that I'm not proud of. I've committed acts that I do not take pride in.
I was greedy and lustful in my past and yet here you are, taking this chance with someone like me. Don't misinterpret me, I'm not saying I'll commit the same acts again, I've been repenting, haven't I? I've been in abstinence, have I not? It's just too good to be true; you can't fault me for having doubts.
Will this last, I wonder? We've barely scratched the surfaces of getting to know one another and our initial attraction are simply common to me. Soon, we'll be delving more in our psyches and you'll find my pet peeves, and I'll notice yours. However, what concerns me is the dialogue, the conversations we've been having; will it last? Will it have the same fervor in the coming months to come?
There's only one way to find out you say, touche my dear, touche.
Nothing I say now will dissuade you from me, I can see that in your eyes and I am a marvel, an enigma in your life right now. You mention traits that I have that you find baffling and admirable however to me, it's nothing special, it's nothing worth note in because to me, it's natural; it's nothing remarkable.
Maybe you're simply teasing me, say things that are music to my ears however; I'm not gullible, my ego won't be inflated with your compliments.
I have a knack for breaking ice, I need to open up more and not brush awkward or mushy moments with a crack of humor, and yes, I do want you in my life.
To be honest, you torment me with the thoughts you say, with the feelings you profess, it's been hard to control my desire of wanting you in my arms, and it's difficult not to think about tasting your lips against mine.
I told you I have horns but then again, this might just all be my way of expressing my feelings for you, one of higher forms of intimacy and maybe, it's my way of ascertaining that you really do have feelings for me.
Regardless, these seamless parleys of attraction and affection with you has stoked my flame, I find meaning in my days once again, I find meaning in life when I am with you.
posted by vinz @ 2:30 AM
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3 Comments:
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At 4:50 PM, said…
relax.. pera na baka maging bato.. hehehe aja!:)
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At 5:17 PM, vinz said…
this is fiction dear... or maybe not :p
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At 5:51 PM, paninigirl said…
'lam ko hindi na to fiction. *wink*
