Friday, October 07, 2005
GROUNDED
There will always be someone in my life that will hit me in the head and, help me realize and look at things without the mediocrity of it all. Someone at some point in my life who keeps me grounded despite the success or accomplishments I’ve been attaining and for that, I will always be grateful.
They are my blessings and it’s a shame I never expressed or showed enough affection towards them lest, the awkwardness I am to feel.
I am fortunate to find people who have greatness in them, I don’t know if it’s because I repel people who aren’t or is it because I attract greatness. Regardless, I find meaning in my days as I converse and interact with them.
I’ve been cocky and conceited and yet, they manage to see all that is a ploy, my defense mechanism for them not to witness the frailty of my soul. I have good days and bad days, we all do and it’s the support that we provide each other that makes everything bearable and worth living for.
My patience and diligence is being rewarded once again, as I have managed to be a part of someone’s life, I may not know what her daily endeavors are but I am auspicious in spending time with her.
It’s been an interesting month despite the stress and pressure I am bombarded at work; I still find time for my writing and the people I care for; they keep the brooding darkness at bay. I find meaning in their thoughts and I long for their company, their warmth and affection.
I’ve moved on and have mended matters that needed taking care of. Perhaps, it was never meant to be and I’m glad that chapter of my life has a conclusion. I have friends in my life that I take pride in and as of late, I feel blessed that I am being allowed to be a part of their life and I opt that this relationship I’ve started with them would prosper and bloom to a kind of friendship I share with those that I hold dear.
My mind is tangled with wanting and longing, and it drifts and wanders on days that I wished, I can’t just dream, I have to make it happen and I will not settle for anything less. My faith has been renewed with the people who’ve recently become a part of my daily life; they are my light who keeps the darkness at bay, their faces are vivid in my memory as well as their words.
posted by vinz @ 2:30 PM
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2 Comments:
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At 1:15 AM, xam said…
woohoo!! you sure are an enlightened one. how i wish your enlightenment would rub off on me and some of the people i know.. the world is going crazy and your doing really well. cheers to master da vinzi!!!
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At 8:11 PM, vinz said…
thanks sam, ;))
