Sunday, January 28, 2007
THU-FRI WEEKEND
Another weekend has come and gone, I spent it taking my mind off work, off everything that's been happening in my life, I kept myself busy so my mind wouldn't wander, so I wouldn’t feel impatient of the things I want to happen.
Funny how I still feel stressed instead of relaxed after that weekend. I'll be going to class soon, and it'll feel like I'm working 7 days a week again. I'll be stacked with work in a while, and the never ending payment issues with my suppliers begin.
She's probably pissed at me right now; I haven't given her much time. I'm sure she's pressured as much as I am and yet, I'm failing to be there for her. My mind is too racked at the moment, I need silence and privacy.
I haven't had that in a while now.
I have to run when I get back home, I have to keep in shape; I still have a lot going for me. The family's future rests in my shoulders and I have to be strong, I have to be focused otherwise, dreams won't be realized.
Labels: dreams, she, study, tired, work
posted by vinz @ 12:58 AM
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Monday, January 15, 2007
704 DAYS AT WORK
So I just found out that I need 345,000php (including 15% VAT
*fuck diba?*) to take this course and it will take me time to save up for it, I want to take it now to be honest but I can't, damn it.
There is a certification exam too, it's 25,000php (without VAT) and if I fail the exam, that's another 25k on my wallet. So, why don't I just find a company that can provide me with this training then? I CAN'T FIND ANY!
*lol*Dang it, at least I have a plan and I know what step I'll need to take to further this so called career of mine
*hehehe*.
Here comes the tightening of my belt for the coming months to come but then again, can I save this much when I’m going to buy a car in a few months? We'll see I suppose. (believe me, if I can get out of buying a car, I would but my brother will be leaving soon to study so I won't have a chauffeur to take me to work
*laughs*)
It's weird, I feel like everything is falling into place, and my dream of financial security slowly coming slowly within my grasp but at what cost? A voice keeps telling me in my mind.
Six hours to go before I end my day here at work, and I think about the emails I need to send for tomorrow; my body has adjusted like clock-work with my duties and responsibilities here at work. Another day, another week, another month passes, I will be twenty five soon and I have yet to see the world.
Labels: career, study, work
posted by vinz @ 3:54 AM
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