Vinzi's Life: making it happen.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I’m having that same jittery feeling again and I can feel that another time for “good byes” is looming close.

Another step is taking place and I feel anxious about it, the same feeling I know something big is going to happen but I don’t know what –which is a bit annoying.

I’ve been dealing with this feeling of being alone lately and well, I should stop one way of doing it because my body is suffering because of it *laughs*

Just a few more months, I promise and I’ll take another leap and this time, follow through and not think about much on the details that involves my decision well at least, after that period of time.

In some weird twist, an exgf went online tonight and she gave me the news that she’s involved with a lady who looks and acts like a boy and well, I can’t really imagine her being involved with a girl not after we had those talks about her sis and her gf. It seems weird and people I guess change preferences even to that extreme...

I’m still tired of always giving in the effort, I want to be challenged –yes but that should also involve chemistry and the other party willing to communicate.

It’s rare for me to stay interested in a matter/aspect for too long and it’s sad that those facets I’m willing to stay and risk everything with don’t want me to be a part of it.

Labels: lonely, tired, understanding me

posted by vinz @ 11:23 PM
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