Thursday, April 27, 2006
YOU’RE A SICK, SICK MAN…
Okay, so maybe I’ve been saying a lot of really, really nice things to her lately. And this new found affection she has for me, well, kind of makes me feel a bit awkward. I mean, we’ve only seen each other for three days (straight) –not that the four months of getting to know each other counts, does it? I.e. our communication was based on phone calls and chats via the internet (so I live in a different country and I still prefer women from my homeland, sue me.)
Fine, maybe I do tend to close my eyes when I take whiff of her scent but, that doesn’t mean I do it on purpose. It just happens, alright? The same goes when I happen to “smile” unawares as she talks, err, monologues, err, does it matter? I listen! And daydream *laughs*
Yes, the reason why I attempted to get to know her is because I’m attracted to her. I mean who wouldn’t? She has brains, beauty AND about a gazillion men ogling and vying for her affection. How could someone as confident and strong as her give time to some lowly someone as me?
Right, I’m overreacting here. She’s NOT that brains and beauty goddess type and maybe she doesn’t have a gazillion men ogling and vying for her affection but heck, all I can say is that I was attracted to her. Seeing her photos and reading her thoughts, I felt a connection (how sick am I again? *laughs*) that’s all there is to it.
So, how did I manage to converse with her? Is it the usual send-you-a-quote-and-hope-you-reply tactic? Or would it be I’m-not-worthy-of-your-presence moves? Or could it be a-gesture-of-appreciation-or-reading/viewing-of-my-page –or-the-thank-you-for-adding-me-up-on-your-list maneuver? Did you notice the sarcasm there? Yes? GREAT!
Honestly, I don’t have a bloody clue as to how it all started. Maybe she was the one who first initiated our conversation (Yeah right man…)
Anyhow, let’s just say for conversation’s sake that she does find me charming and a handsome devil (*nudge* *nudge* is that the wind picking up?), let’s say that she’s been leaning on my feelings for her are mutual. What do I say? What ingenious compliment will I come up with now? Do I play cool and tease her for a bit? Have her admit that I do hold her heart at the palm of my hands (yes, I know, cool isn’t it?).
Then again, who’d probably spend time with an egocentric, narcissistic, arrogant man like me? (Pity me, want me, and hurt me? *laughs*) Maybe I just need a bit more love? A bit more affection so I’m enticed to open up my feelings and show her my sensitive *belch* side?
Bottom-line, all I can say is you’re a sick, sick and demented man *laughs*
*if you took what i've written here seriously... then, you're sicker than i am LOL
posted by vinz @ 8:36 AM
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2 Comments:
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At 1:50 PM, said…
I wonder, i wonder, is it the 5th of November. :D
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At 1:57 PM, vinz said…
there'll be fireworks for sure... lol
