Sunday, February 19, 2006
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER REFLECTION
I was in my class yesterday and I was really lazy that morning and I didn’t want to attend but my family told me to attend and so I did, I brought myself a sachet of cappuccino to keep me awake. The first class isn’t that boring but its review of what I’ve taken up my whole life.
Computers have been a part of my childhood and I understand the logic and functions of it however, to me, its common sense and basic knowledge. I can still recall my days dabbling with 2.86 to 3.86. The different genres of games I’ve played from adventure, racing to my favorite role-playing.
The classes I’m taking up is related to computers and I have to say the first few weeks boring to me and I tend to fall asleep in class however, last Friday was different because it was finally on a different level.
It dawned on me at my Networking 101 subject, why I’m taking this class and taking it further. It’s for my future and to fulfill a dream I want to accomplish, what is a year of patience compared to the rest of my life? I even day dreamed a bit since, it will motivate me further and I made a schedule as I always do as to when to study. I finally received my manual and I promised myself with the aid of the internet I will learn what I need to in order for me to achieve my wants.
I’ve also decided in purchasing my own desktop. This would be the fourth or fifth desktop I’ll be experiencing in assembly.
I recall before I graduated from elementary that my ambition was to become a computer engineer. In a way I’m veering towards that path but I have also others in my mind. I’ve so far fulfilled what I’ve set for myself and in a way; my imaginary of list of things to do before I die is slowly but surely being met.
Teaching is next on my list; just one semester will be fine for me. Sky diving is also on that list as well as scuba however, I have to see if my health would allow me to do the extreme.
What have I accomplished so far? I’ve done acting before and I didn’t care if I was the best or not, it was simply to experience how it felt like, attending practices and performing in front of an audience. Another is to learn how to cook and be praised for it by real critiques and I’ve done that. One of the dreams I thought was unattainable was to be acknowledged as a writer and poet and I have successfully done that in the past few months. I also didn’t talk for a whole week and as well as let my hair grow for eight months. It was uncomfortable for me to have my hair grow.
I wonder when will I stop and be content of myself. I probably won’t because for me to accomplish something is living my life however; I do know that too much will lead to my demise.
Probably one of the greatest accomplishments I will take pride in when the time comes is raising an affectionate and open family, have my wife to still be in love with after all the years we’ll be together and vice versa.
For now, I have to accomplish one task at a time and trust that innate goodness in me with whatever decisions I will and won’t make.
posted by vinz @ 3:47 AM
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