Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Retreating Into Darkness
I grow weary and I find myself looking for change. Away from this monochromatic surrounding. Time apart can do wonders for the soul. Silence can bring forth clarity, a smooth breeze that will heal one’s spirit. Thoughts of nothing brought me peace and a momentary contentment in me.
Apologies are in order, for I may be gone for a while. Let me retreat into darkness before I succumb into what I fear of becoming, darkness will assist me deal with my fears.
Let humility sink in and let my passion envelope me to better change my outlook, hope and zest in life.
My dreams of her haven’t left me and probably, it never will. I can’t bear the thought of hurting her and yet, the question; is it better to have felt her love than not at all, comes to mind. Is there certainty to my question?
Time will probably tell as I’ve gone into the depths of darkness. Only a few months left, I must recover hastily and come up with the right decisions: to act upon quickly and decisively.
posted by vinz @ 6:45 PM
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