Vinzi's Life: making it happen.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Patience has never been my strength. One of several traits I’ve been struggling since birth. Although, compared to how I was then to now. A lot has improved.
With sheer will, perseverance and a ton of understanding from my closest friends, I’ve improved. Possibly, age has helped in doing so and, vast experiences of crude scenarios that needn’t have happened, helped as well.
Admitting from mistakes and apologizing is still difficult and practicing humility is challenging. Nevertheless, I try and do so.
To be understanding and be a beacon of hope to my friends maybe frustrating however, in the end, I know I’ll be there for them no matter what. To do the best I can to comfort them with what means I’m capable of.
At times I maybe cocky and a bit brash but believe me, I regret every ounce of it and do my utmost not to be.
I know who I am and because of it, I know what to change and should pursue the relentless task of humility and simplicity.
To some of you, may find me overtly generous if not, kind and with that, suspicions arise from your friends I’m not acquainted with. The reason for which, a common trait of my family ergo, it’s our parents upbringing. Earn our precious trust and we treat you with diligent respect and care.
I’m not one who’s into a relationship however, three women has done so in the past, in making me commit, that is. And among the three: two, I did commit with. The latter, well, let’s just say that I was had.
That isn’t to say that I wouldn’t want to commit nor, am I not interested in ONE particular lady.
As of present, I’d rather be a friend who tries to spend as much time to the people I’ve cared for and loved these past several years. Dear friends: that I’ve shared a history with. Individuals: who’ve seen the worst and best in me?

posted by vinz @ 12:20 PM
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