Wednesday, May 24, 2006
FINALLY A DATE!
What the heck I say to myself, God knows how long I've waited for this moment, despite being in public I gave her an embrace and held onto her for half a minute. I drew in her scent, the warmth of her body and felt the beat of her heart, "I missed you." I say without thinking and I think I heard her say she missed me too.
The night went by perfectly; my prayers were answered that evening, my defenses were down; I said all the right words at all the right time with perfect intonation. It was a night I'd like to remember and reminisce about, she laughed with whatever joke I came up with and I was surprised that it was actually funny (honestly, I read a book on how to be funny and what jokes to pertain on and all through out the night, the stuff I read about came into mind. And yes, I'm that desperate to become cool or suave or whatever you have in mind that can pertain to as H.O.T. *laughs*).
I couldn't stop thinking about wanting to hold her hand or for that matter having her in my arms, I was furious at myself for thinking about it every few minutes (truthfully, in my eyes she is a goddess of beauty, the woman I want to be with, sleep with... scratch that, the lady of my dreams *laughs*). I was a lunatic in the toilet, murmuring to myself to keep it together and keep my cool; the moment will present itself if we really would hold hands.
There's nothing quite like having a goddess who lavishes attention on you, I mean not that I don't notice guy's heads turning as we walked around Eastwood (I checked my fly and it wasn't open and yes, I'm that clumsy *smiley*) nor do I notice their jaws dropping and that sickening voice in my mind saying "yeah, that's right, she is with me. ME." (That's with matching war cry and gorilla fists on chest *laughs*)
It was nearly 1:00am when she insisted on listening to a song I mentioned, I told her the lyrics and it was R&B, her genre of choice and since, she's my goddess, I did her bidding.
We went to my home; it was only 11-14 minutes away. As I opened my pc I noticed her taking her shoes off at the corner of my eye. The air seemed thick and I was having trouble breathing, she's in my room and we're alone. I felt her shoulder brush against mine as she leaned to reach my mouse (my computer's mouse you dolt!) and as she leaned there reading and listening to the lyrics I couldn't help but close eyes and take in the scent of her hair, her perfume...
Then she moved and I suddenly felt my face grow warm. I open my eyes and I see her smiling at me rather closely then, she kissed me. I kissed back (take note, I was holding back my animal instinct of smothering her with wet kisses *rarrr*) and allowed the music to guide us, to fill our night with intimacy.
posted by vinz @ 6:25 AM
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2 Comments:
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At 6:15 PM, paninigirl said…
hi vinz. sure i'd love details, y'know, make it commercial (read: sex sells)... ;-)
truth is, i'm sooo kilig. blame it on my age. harhar!
good one, keep it comin'!!!
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At 9:16 PM, vinz said…
hahahha
thanks swann.. i'll write escapades 6 soon.. LOL
and i'll think about incorporating that LOL
